Hi. I have been a believer in Jesus Christ for most of my life, even though I have devoted myself to Him since I was 17. I have gone to church for most of that time. During that time, I have experienced both the highs and lows of being a believer. My life has been nothing short of chaotic. Throughout my troubles, I have never seen any great examples of people who have claimed to be believers stepping up and aiding me or my family in our hours of trial.

Through it all, however, the Lord has never failed me. He has been there the entire time. When I thought He would be judgmental, He wasn't. He gave me advice, whether it was through dreams, through conversations that I have had with others, or through random events that have happened in my life, He has showed me that when all else fails, He does not.

So, I am sorry that this is not the most uplifting of testimonies, but I do hope that someone will see the ray of hope that is found within this testimony. Even though I do not trust people too much, I totally trust God. It is my hope that others who have felt the hypocrisy of mankind will read this and see that God is nothing like humanity. He is reliable, even when mankind is not.