Inner thoughts, ramblings and other stuff

Today my elbow is bothering me greatly. I'm a bit stiff but other than that I don't feel too bad.

I'm going to start with Vitamins B and D1. After about a month I may add additional vitamins. Prayer helps more than anything.

It's official. My diagnosis is Fibromyalgia. Now I know. I have been sick and in pain for longer than I can recall. I didn't understand at all what was going on in my body. Why I was physically unable to do so many things I desired to do. If I didn't get enough sleep I was a mess. Literally. My head hurt so often. My bowels acted up. I was depressed to the point I cried the majority of the day all too often. My house work suffered. I was impatient with my children, husband and ...

So much has happened since 2008. The girls and I have finally found a Church home that is welcoming and accepting. Bishop Clowers is a wonderful and very kind man, full of the Holy Spirit and very Godly. Pastor Lydia (his wife) is just as amazing. Pastor Turney and his wife (Jennifer) are also wonderful and Godly people. We've been members of this Church for over 2 years now. How different our lives are.

Marion is now 16 and facing some major issues. She has received deliverance ...

But I feel the need to today.

The memorial service for my brother in law was today. He was cremated earlier this week.

I knew Andy was well liked but there must have been close to 300 people who came to pay their respects.

There was a motorcycle run afterward with around 150 bikes.

Andy was not drunk as first suspected. He was very tired when he left his moms house. She wanted someone to take him home but he told her he'd be fine. ...

It's 61 degrees here today. By Thanksgiving they are calling for snow. I am actually ready for Winter to kick in.

Tonight I have an appointment with the new Pastors at my former Church. I am going to tell them I have left the Church and that they have nothing to do with my decision. I feel they will do wonderful things with that Church and I wish them all the best. I feel honesty is the best policy and I need to tell them face to face of my decision.

We are the second ...