gringo300

I feel that I'm am being led by God to do research on various belief systems that are labeled as Christian.

This is not necessarily to condone those belief systems.

For a while, I've been disproportionately concentrating on doing research on Calvinism and Arminianism.

I'm in the process of doing research on Lapsarian Views within Calvinism.

More recently, I've started doing research on the Jehovah's Witness religion.

I have felt an enormous burden lift.

I had serious doubts that my grandmother was going to make it to 89.

Now, I have serious doubts she will make it to 90.

I have a whole lot of decisions to make.

For one thing, I feel more and more like I need to move back to the area I lived in before I moved to the area I've lived in for the last 12 years, when my grandmother dies, and it WILL happen, even if it is years from now.

The ...

I'm finding that I'm having to make my ignore list longer and longer.

I have to do this, or I will end up saying something to one or more of these people that I will get in trouble with the administrators and/or moderators for saying.

Right now, my grandmother is going to be 89 in just slightly over a week. She is, as I've heard it put "like a sled- going down hill fast". I can't even deal with this, without having to deal with a lot of what's going on on ...

The person who passed away turned out to be my grandmother's niece.

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I'm attempting to come up with ways to make significant progress each and every day.

So far, I've been unable to do so.

I got word Thursday afternoon that someone my grandmother knew passed away Wednesday night.

The visitation is Friday and the funeral is Saturday.

I'm VERY worried about how both will effect my grandmother.