BigTree

As some of you may have read some of my posts recently, I have struggled with not caring for some one that I love, (my wife) to having her going in for bladder cancer surgery on friday. It started after I got back from a mens retreat, where we got into a situation where it showed that I realy didn't care any more, truely DID NOT CARE for her or my 5 year old son any more. Only thruogh the grace of God we talked until wee hours of the morning, and was able to hear each others feelings, and needs ...