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  1. Nov 25th 2006, 12:44 PM

    Nov 25th 2006, 12:44 PM

    At first I was hoping Robert would make an effort and get into christian counseling and start supporting and having contact with his son.

    I had prayed that if it was God's will that Robert would return as I still love him. I do still love him. However, he has not asked me for forgiveness. He simply says, Hey I can't make it on my own and I am lonely. I want to come home.

    No mention of how it would affect Alex or me. And when I mentioned ...
  2. Nov 22nd 2006, 08:19 AM

    Nov 22nd 2006, 08:19 AM

    I am sorry I havent been on in a while, so much has been going on that from moment to moment I am experincing a new mood swing At times I have been too upset to even read the threads, can't sit at the computer, can't think, just numb.

    After our last phone conversation October 21st I have pretty much avoided talking to Robert. Conversing only in email or very brief phone conversations. His mom finally had all her locks changed and Robert ...
  3. Nov 5th 2006, 10:34 AM

    Nov 5th 2006, 10:34 AM

    I got to see Danna Lyn on the 31st. She had just been to a counseling session where she told her therapist how she had been sexually abused by her mother Apparently Rhonda had been grooming her to perform oral s*x as a way to obtain money for her drugs. As to how mom trained her, all she would say is she would be allowed in the room while mom and her male companion (paying or live-in) were performing to 'observe'. To get this much out of her was like pulling
  4. Oct 25th 2006, 06:10 AM

    Oct 25th 2006, 06:10 AM

    So much has been going on! I don't know where to begin. It has been made abundantly clear over this past weekend that Robert is not going to willingly or promptly give Alex and I any help or court ordered money. There is no way I am going to be able to keep my house with the way things are now. Even if Robert were to come through with his half of the mortgage and I refinance I will still be cutting it close especially if he is late or relunctant with the child ...
  5. Oct 20th 2006, 11:23 PM

    Oct 20th 2006, 11:23 PM

    I have had so much going on, with emotional turmoil and upheavel in my personal life. Divorce is so like a death but without the closure. I haven't posted in my accountability thread for a while. The hurt has been so great and I have sought shelter in another small group. But I want to be accountable to the members here as well.

    I have tried to give myself, my fears, my tears and anxiety to my Lord. It has been a test. I faulter now and then and ...