I'm reflecting heavily tonight (as I delay sleep and therefore 'tomorrow') on the future.... I once told God that I was never going to college. Nope, no sir, not me. See, I've found this program that looks great, still get a great biblical education and all... nice, small environment and it's even in my home state! Sounds great!
Then one day I wake up and realize, "I do not want to move to another country. That has never been my passion. What have I done?" And
I just found this blog...to blog on!Not sure how it works or how can anyone post on my blog.I will learn as time goes by....I'll be back to blog"something"
But, welcome to those who visit me.
Blessings in our Lord!
P.S.I hope I find my way back
Updated Aug 18th 2008 at 05:48 PM by cdo
I previously posted this in Poetry in the Christ Life section, September 29th 2007, at 01:10 PM. I have reworked it and wanted to make it a part of my blog.
I Have Heard You Calling
When my journey first began I was so sure
of where I was and who I had become.
I thought I had it all figured out.
I was so set in my ways.
Updated Jan 31st 2010 at 04:05 PM by Lynbob
Hey there folks. This is part two in my blog entry at being angry at life. I am so much calmer now, I guess I was really tired that night, but yeah I still have anger at the world church and myself. I dealt with the stuff that I hate about myself, as such, last time and now I’m spoilt for choice hmm…church or world? Hmmm, the two subjects are sort of intertwined, y’know some churches are closing the gap between churches and the world (staring right at you WillowCreek). Anyone who knows me well,
I have known for a very long time that I suffer from chronic low level depression. I'm not really certain when it started, and maybe... maybe I have never really felt what it feels like to be "normal."
Yeah, I know, "normal" is a setting on your dryer.... "Normal" is a town in Central Illinois... I even lived there for several years--and my daughter does, now...
Here's the thing, though... I have always been able to "dig out" of