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I know you cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before you now, as if I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way...

I'm feeling troubled at the moment. Very tearful. I dislike the way I am when friends are around - like now. I feel like I'm being selfish - and I probably am. I feel like crying and I don't know why.. At times like this - when I know I'm a mess - I find it hard to grasp ...

Awards vs. Reward

You know thinking back I have earned many awards, some recognitions, and lots of trophies. You know where they are? Packed up in a box in storage. Yes I could pull them out and dust them off and try to recollect the memories each of them have, but, to be honest...its really not that important.

What matters to me is MY REWARD.
My Reward in Heaven.

Matthew 5:12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for

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"If the foundations are destroyed, what can the righteous do?" Psalm 11:3

Just as there are foundations that are dug and laid for buildings, so there are spiritual foundations upon which we can build a stable spiritual life. If our foundations are destroyed, or if we try to build our lives upon an incomplete foundation, to that degree we compromise our ability to stand during life's storms.


I've known many people who could prophesy or pray for the sick ...

So yesterday was a pretty bad day. Everything I did, I just wanted to cry. (And I did, several times.) The stupid thing is that it was all over nothing. Well, I think there has been something upsetting me, but it was triggered by things like... the weather (very windy and rainy) and not being able to find an envelope. I know I'm sensitive, but even I don't usually start crying over things like that...! I think it was just a bad day. And last night, I saw a friend, who just made me laugh for 3 hours ...

i'm doing very well. I am very excited about my work in general. I am doing my practical course at a place called SANCA. It's a kind of rehab. I got some nice clients and my supervisors are wonderful. However, I am afraid we are also doing a module on research methedology. It's like watching paint dry. Not only do I already know all the stuff, but we are going on with it very slowly because the person lecturing us is not an English speaker. But I live.

Spiritually, I am ...