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Here I am, Lord, and I'm drowning in your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight
I know You've cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before You now as though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

Jesus, can You show me just how ...

We took Puck adn pretty girl to the flea market today. I was so proud of Puck, this was his first big walk.

The highlight of the day was when we found camo at the thrift store. Scott loves me so much he bought all the pants, shirts and a winter jacket......Camo is his favorite color I like it too...plus you never know when you might need it.


Now I am tired, the kids busted the cabbage patch chair I found..it was a classicthey just don't care or think. Hopefully ...

It was a day like any other day..... except that we were both a bit discouraged and tired of it all...... woke up to eat something and then went back to sleep because I couldn't do anything anyway and Charles was tired as well, so he took a nap too....... I was about to give up hope...... accepting that this was about the end of my life...... I was hurting so much and no one could solve it..........

Then the doorbell rang..... a big package arrived at our doorstep........ I opened ...

While I was at the store, and, the post office sending out Christmas packages, you know what I did? I stopped to thank Him for all He has done for me this year.

He has helped me grow in my walk, and, to mature in the way I think about certain things. I thanked Him also for you guys. He has blessed me with my family, friends, gf, and, health.

I didn't care if people were staring at me when I was doing this. I hope it made them realize that they need to do the same. I hope ...

Things have been really tight lately. I have been so careful with money and frugal to the extreme. Unusual for me.

But with school starting and both children needing new clothing and school supplies money goes fast.

Then I lost a weeks worth of work - no pay - because of a flare up of my Rheumatoid Arthritis. I still can't fully use my left arm even though I am going to physical therapy three times a week.

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