Aug 24th 2006, 02:34 PM
Thanks for thinking of me
Judy your testimony really helped me. Thank you. Ladies, as my sisters in Christ your support and prayers buoyed my spirit. But, it is hard. I am taking this day by day.
I no longer have crying jags and the tearing pain deep inside. I am more at an empty discomfort right now. However, I find joy in each day. I laugh and smile with my little boy who is the light of my life. I have actually grown fonder
Aug 21st 2006, 11:42 AM
Thank you Judy
Once again the Lord has placed me where I need to be when I need to be there and provided for me.
I do love my husband. I love my child, my family, my friends and my Lord. My capacity to love and forgive comes from Jesus Christ, my Savior. I need to tend to my 'house' now in faith that I am not walking alone. In fact at the moment I believe I am being carried ever so gently in His arms.
Updated Jul 28th 2008 at 09:56 AM by Lynbob
Aug 20th 2006, 10:08 PM
Thank you everyone Judy, I hear you. I don't believe Robert is thinking clearly and definitely not in Alex and my best interests. I have never seen this selfishness in him. Even his mother is stunned. God has helped me see what I need to do. I know that with God's help I will be able to take care of and keep this house for Alex without Robert or a helpmate. Its just not how I had envisioned my life.
I think perhaps God has a different vision
Aug 18th 2006, 05:20 PM
Lyn, I read this earlier, but I had to get off here and pray before replying to you. Now, I'm back, and I'm going to try to answer point by point. My reply is in burgandy. Your's is still in black.
I wanted to let you all know I am still hanging in there. Alex had his first day of school Wednesday, 4th grade, he is getting so big! Tuesday night he had a break down over his father. He sobbed and cried until he was sick. He said
Aug 18th 2006, 12:36 PM
I wanted to let you all know I am still hanging in there. Alex had his first day of school Wednesday, 4th grade, he is getting so big! Tuesday night he had a break down over his father. He sobbed and cried until he was sick. He said he was too sad to go to school. I stayed home from work so I could go to school with him and talk to his teachers. He did fine but this is so very hard on him.
I also called his counselor, he sees a behavioral therapist