I used to avoid the book of James like the plague. Not because I didn't believe it, but because of a false teaching I heard on the double-minded man. Because of this teaching, every time I read that verse, I was robbed of my faith; so I avoided it. But one day, after years of an insatiable appetite to get closer to the Lord, after years of pursuing Him with a passion, He brought that verse to my remembrance. Really, it was just that phrase, double-minded man, and it concerned me that maybe
I'm getting on here just to give an update. I'm exhausted right now and will have to wait to do anything else on here.
My grandmother just got back home from the blood transfusion.
Shortly, I think I'm going to take a nap for at least a few hours.
My grandmother agreed to have a blood transfusion in the morning. I'm afraid she's going to back out of it.
She SHOULD have ALREADY had it.
She keeps getting low blood pressure every several days. The incidents of low blood pressure are getting closer and closer together.
Well, I can't think of more to say, because my mind isn't working too well right now. This has been a really bad last several days.
This is something I've been thinking about for a long time.
On one level I want to continue posting on this site, but there are a lot of things going on on this site I don't want anything to do with.
I have tried and tried and tried not to see a lot of things, and have felt increasingly guilty about it.
Right now, I just don't know what I'm going to end up doing.
We took my grandmother out to the emergency room at the local hospital earlier. They didn't admit her.
They say she has congestive heart failure.
I have a gut feeling that something is about to happen here. The gut feelings I get are right 99% of the time.
Things are rather tense here right now.