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I've been living with my grandmother for almost a year now. I am now more psychologically and emotionally exhausted than I have ever been before in my life. If my grandmother lives much longer, I am going to HAVE to move out of her house. I have my own sanity to be concerned with. I am going to try to keep on with this for as much longer as I can, but I guarantee everybody that that won't be much longer.
My grandmother agreed to have a blood transfusion in the morning. I'm afraid she's going to back out of it.
She SHOULD have ALREADY had it.
She keeps getting low blood pressure every several days. The incidents of low blood pressure are getting closer and closer together.
Well, I can't think of more to say, because my mind isn't working too well right now. This has been a really bad last several days.
My family, sans father, has been trying to reconnect with me. I'm not sure how to deal with it. I've certainly gone to prayer. I did break down and call one my brothers, younger, he was desparately trying to get a hold of me, and I felt compassion for him. He said he loved me and missed me and wanted me to move back 'home'. I was choked up and had a difficult time talking on the phone with him. He knows our father was not very kind to me, I was the only one my father targeted,
As a school bus driver, this is truly our worst nightmare. The moment, the slow seconds, where we see disaster coming is the worst feeling in the world. We'd throw ourselves in front of that car to save your child, but we sit there helpless hoping somehow what we see potentially happening is avoided. I'm guessing it will be a time before that bus driver is able to get back behind the wheel.
In response to the Blog.
"You have something to say"
Tell me a Story.
you must think to your self
who does he think he is to ask
me to tell him a story!
Well last week a young person
came to see my Wife and I. and
the person and myself were sitting
in the garden, and the words came
to me "tell me a story" so I
asked the young person and
the response was stuttering, then
Updated Sep 11th 2010 at 02:17 PM by Amencorner
(inserting scripture to-day while doing my journal.)