The word gift is an important one in the Bible, and it is good that we understand its definition and implications.
In the New Testament, there are several Greek words translated “gift.” Some of these words are used in contexts other than God’s gift of salvation, such as the reciprocal gift-giving of celebrants (Revelation 11:10), the things received from fathers (Matthew 7:11), offerings to a ministry (Philippians 4:17), and the gifts of the magi (Matthew 2:11).
I think I have a basic understanding of the Lapsarian Views within Calvinism now.
I still need to get a better concept of Arminianism.
I still need to get a better concept of Seventh Day Adventism.
For a second or so.
I look and ask why did I feel like I did today ... Only for a second or so I felt so hollow a place were I wouldn't want to go ... A place without Jesus the worlds so vast ... A place beyond life as we know we have to go ... To a place we don't know ... Without the ones we know ... Don't let me go with out your comfort I've come to know ... Say the words so that comfort won't go and leave me frightened and hollow down below in hell were I just do not want
I'm in a really weird position.
I know more now than I've ever known before in my entire life, and I'm learning more all the time.
There is undoubtably a greater degree of factual accuracy to what I believe I know than ever before in my entire life, and, undoubtably, the degree of factual accuracy to what I believe I know is growing greater all the time.
So why do I feel so frustrated???