We've had a difficult time for a few weeks now..... not being able to sleep well, not being able to do much in the daytime..... Charles is doing ok once he starts moving, although he's hurting, but I just can't get myself to do much at all...... I usually sleep the day away because I am just too tired to do anything....... so I felt quite blessed at Christmas when I could embroider for a while, and about a week ago I could embroider a little bit again......... The last week was very rough on me
That's what I feel like doing right now. I am not doing that, but, I feel like it, though. WHy? I will tell you why:
A couple days ago, I decided that through my stupidity, I was going to leave. Did I leave? Yes, but, here I am, back on the boards once again.
Why can't I make up my mind, and, just say what I am going to dom and, do it? I don't know why. I just think I have to do what people say on the boards, but, that's the old me. The new me will only take
I'm going through the kind of phase
That happens now and then
When all my simple Christian walk
Reverts to way back when
My comfort zone has disappeared
I'm slithering on glass
And all my gremlins come alive
To recollect my past.
There is no pride in what I was
My Son, my Beloved, My Servant, my chosen one—
You please me;
I delight in You, for You have chosen
to fulfill all righteousness.
My Spirit will fill You,
anointing You with power—
to heal, to free, to reveal—
to give true sight to the blind,
and bring true justice to the Earth.
You will proclaim My Kingdom;
You will complete My Covenant;
You will provide the Sacrifice;
You will become
Updated Jan 7th 2008 at 12:53 PM by judi<>><
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.