Well it has been a few days and alot has happened.
Taryn is still in OK.....and hasn't called us. Her room was trashed when she left and I feel really betrayed by her
Scott and I had a wonderful Christmas......he even suprised me with a silver necklace I wanted.
Scott took off from work Friday and Monday and of couse Chistmas...it was nice to spend time together.
We found a Christian home for 2 of our puppies...God truly answers prayers.
I have no problem with Christmas, but I have a problem with New Year's Eve......
With my disease I get sicker and sicker each year...... no wonder that I don't like looking back and even much lesser like looking forward, hence my problems with New Year's Eve.
I am a shutin, can do lesser and lesser and my husband who is my main caretaker has his own healthproblems. We are not the typical family (can't have kids), and it's just the two of us with our cats and birdies......
Where's the gift I've given you
Have you got it wrapped away
Lying dormant, growing cold
Waiting for the heat of day
To open it upon a world
Crying out for what you've got
Special gift of love from Me
You I've trusted, have I not
To walk where Jesus loved to tread
Every year after Christmas I take some time to sit quietly before the Lord and reflect what He has done in my life in the past year.
This year I realized that He has helped me to nurture some friendships. I have always had a lot of friends but I never really let anyone be my friend..I was theirs. I concentrated this year on not only being a friend but allowing others to be a friend to me.
Three of my friends helped me in amazing ways with my daughter's wedding this summer. I
Went to my grandmother's house Sunday without my dad. I think he might have been disowned. Something about Granny finding drugs in the room he was staying in at her house. Nobody said anything about it to me, other than to tell me not to worry about it.
Then I went to my aunt's house to do stuff with Mom's side of the family. 'Twas cool. But I was pretty tired from running around all day, so I didn't enjoy it as much as I usually do.
I didn't do much of anything Christmas