I was adopted as an infant and always felt like something was missing. Like a piece of me was gone. However, from the moment I had conscious thought I felt a spiritual presence in my heart. I attended church as a young child with my mama and brother. My dad was a quiet man and did not speak about feelings or God. He did not attend church with the rest of the family. Despite Dad's indifference I came to the realization that there was something bigger out there than
Updated Jan 31st 2010 at 08:18 PM by Lynbob
I haven't updated this for quite a while. Life has been crazy (as usual) and I was without a home computer for some time. My Father has continued to be there for me and I am in awe at how generous He has been to me and the children.
My mortgage went through only to have the mortgage company sell my mortgage to another company. Through the transfer (which was December) some how the old company decided I still owed another $900. By the time came around for the January
Thinking that the money and the bills and the fear was all consuming. I finally dropped to my knees and truly gave it over to God. Now I am not on easy street by any means but my Father has been good and faithful and provided for me every step of the way. I finally prayed to Him that His will (not mine) in the outcome be done. I am now divorced but praying daily for my husband to find His way.
I have been feeling very overwhelmed and my computer at home has literally exploded (with smoke and sound effects) so my online time has been limited to work hours.
So, I haven't been on as much and haven't had the opportunity to put together my praise thread. That has been on my heart for sometime. I have been so blessed by God in every step I have taken. I feel enveloped in His love. I want to do right by Him in what I write.
I have also been involved with helping
When it rains it pours. God's blessing pouring down on my family
After the last post the kids and I had a good night and just before I fell asleep the phone rang.
Alex's Godmother calling to let me know she has sent me another check for $500.
I cried as I told her how much I loved her and how awesome our Father is and she agreed wholeheartedly. I thanked her for her kindness but told her I would send the check back because I didn't think I would