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  1. my blog again

    Hey itís blog time again. I guess I better say somethings interesting. Well letís see, it is Saturday night 955pm, and I am in front of the computer again, listening to shuffle with Big Daddy Weave Let IT Rise on the media player. Checking my chess games on the net. Thinking of what I should write.

    Maybe I should talk about God, God, it seems so natural to me, God. God is always there for me. I donít always acknowledge him but he is there. Yíknow I am feeling pretty sad and depressed ...

    Updated May 14th 2008 at 10:17 AM by abidinglife

  2. Sinking

    I know you cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
    And I stand before you now, as if I've never sinned
    But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
    From you leaving me this way...

    I'm feeling troubled at the moment. Very tearful. I dislike the way I am when friends are around - like now. I feel like I'm being selfish - and I probably am. I feel like crying and I don't know why.. At times like this - when I know I'm a mess - I find it hard to grasp ...
  3. Trophy life or LIFE of REWARD

    by , Feb 28th 2008 at 04:44 AM (My small part in appreciating the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.)
    Awards vs. Reward

    You know thinking back I have earned many awards, some recognitions, and lots of trophies. You know where they are? Packed up in a box in storage. Yes I could pull them out and dust them off and try to recollect the memories each of them have, but, to be honest...its really not that important.

    What matters to me is MY REWARD.
    My Reward in Heaven.

    Matthew 5:12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for

    Updated Mar 3rd 2008 at 07:00 PM by militarywife

  4. Standing in the Storm

    "If the foundations are destroyed, what can the righteous do?" Psalm 11:3

    Just as there are foundations that are dug and laid for buildings, so there are spiritual foundations upon which we can build a stable spiritual life. If our foundations are destroyed, or if we try to build our lives upon an incomplete foundation, to that degree we compromise our ability to stand during life's storms.

    I've known many people who could prophesy or pray for the sick ...
  5. Tears & Essays

    So yesterday was a pretty bad day. Everything I did, I just wanted to cry. (And I did, several times.) The stupid thing is that it was all over nothing. Well, I think there has been something upsetting me, but it was triggered by things like... the weather (very windy and rainy) and not being able to find an envelope. I know I'm sensitive, but even I don't usually start crying over things like that...! I think it was just a bad day. And last night, I saw a friend, who just made me laugh for 3 hours ...