My mind seems to be full of thoughts and yet none at all.
We got our hair cut today- I really like it. it is finally growing.
I started having some thoughts, that I know should be going on. I really hate that.
I have been so blessed, why do I want to do things to cause problems. It is like sometimes I wish I could just do something..but I know I can't becuase Scott would not approve. Then I feel resentful, yet I know this is the enemy working against
Some nights, you play pool and nothing goes right. Other nights, you play pool and everything goes right. And then some nights, almost everything goes right but you still end up losing.
After my last game of snooker, I decided to read up on some techniques. Very useful, since I had only been copying what I saw the likes of Ronnie O'Sullivan and Stephen Hendry do on TV. The result was astonishing: I potted almost all my balls without any problem and even managed a subtle chip of the
Sin is a word that is small and obscure
Spoils and destroys all that is clean and pure
Satan delights in us practising more
To hasten the end of the world.
It's easy to do and it's harder to not
Lying and cheating all adds to the rot
Let it all happen, give it all you've got
As off to oblivion we go.
You may not be a superstar
Drive a great big fancy car
He will use you as you are
Whatever state you're in
You may be weighted down by sin
All sorts happening within
You're His link to greater things
No matter how you feel.
He is right there deep inside
There to strengthen, there to guide
From your gifts you mustn't hide
They can be used
My kids just won't listen. I have lost count how many times I have to tell Trucker to pick one thing up.
I am tired and frustrated today. I clean the house and they trash it. I told Scott ai am done..I am not going to clean, so they can make a mess....it is discusting.
I am frustrated becuase I can't seem to make them obey me...and Scott just doesn't scare them when he is not here.
So, I am walking away from it...he needs to do something, becuase I