Slow to follow
by, Nov 8th 2008 at 06:06 AM (466 Views)
I say that I am over him and have days where I "feel" over him, and tonight has not been one of those times.
I am still not over the pain, the complete betrayel of everything I thought that he was and the multitude of lies I was told.
I am not over the memories which were once so precious to me but now are like ashes after a housefire.
I have moments of strength, of happiness, of contentment. And then there are times like tonight when I miss the person I always called to pour out my heart to, who would listen to me and comfort me. Sometimes I feel like I am standing within a tornado and there is so much whirling around me but I can't comprehend it.....
I am moving on but sometimes my heart and my emotions are slow to follow.
I do believe that this had a purpose, more than one in fact. And I know that Jesus will bring me through this.
If you have time...please pray for him...because he is lost and in need of a Savior that can save him and make him into the man that he could be.