feeling a bit ...weird
by, Jan 3rd 2008 at 12:38 AM (766 Views)
Okay. My New Years was okay. I pretty much stayed home all day and worked on Sudoku..then when the time hit around 6ish I hurried up and showered and got ready to go to my friend's house. We did drink a little bit but I didn't drink much. Drinking really isn't my thing but me and my friend were having fun so I did drink. But I didn't get drunk. I didn't make any resolutions this year because I thought to myself that I make resolutions any time of the year, I didn't need to actually make resolutions for this certain one day. But I don't know.
It's so weird, really. All of my life I have been raised Lutheran. I never had any doubts in my mind what I believe in. But now I just keep stop thinking. Like I believe in God, but some of the stuff I really find it hard to believe in the bible. Is that wrong? I mean, I know it isn't right, but does that make me a bad person in God about having doubts? I mean, this was the whole reason about me joining this message board. For me to learn more about it. But all I am finding is that I am just disagreeing with people. Like I know everyone thinks differently, I don't even know what I am thinking. I am just flowing with my typing so I am sorry if I am making no sense.
I listen to rap. Rap is my kind of music. But I saw a thread where most people said they thought Jessica Simpson was a bad influence. And I think most rap songs are way worse than Jessica Simpson so does me listening to rap a bad person or am I going against the bible? I am just really confused that is all.
Okay, well I better be going. I don't want to bore you all to death with my non-sense blog. <3chow<3 trish