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by, Jul 29th 2008 at 01:08 PM (487 Views)
Wow, what a switch from my last post. Well my walk with God has gotten stronger, but that has been the result of the necessity of His help in the challenges I have been facing lately. So much has occured in my life in the past 6m to a year. So much good, so much that has been thrilling, and yet so much that has been heartbreaking and very challenging. So my love and I have not overcome one trial before another has come upon us. I can't waste time asking "why", I refuse to duck and run, or leave him to face this battle alone...there is one thing to do and this is what I have determined, to face my enemy and like David run straight towards this Goliath slinging every stone in my arsenal. I can't give up, won't give up. I believe so much more strongly now than ever before in the power of Christ to change a life and perform a miracle, and right now this is what he and I need.
I couldn't sleep much last night, I was up till about 3 am. Up partly by sleeplessness, up partly by choice. I read in my Bible, listened to praise and worship music and lifted my loved ones in prayer. In was a refreshing and awesome time with the Lord and in spite of having only 3 hours of sleep...I feel unusually rested and rejuvinated. I'm not depressed, not sad, not hurt, just ready to praise, ready to worship, ready to combat in the power of Jesus whatever the enemy throws my way. I'll be keeping all my brothers and sisters in my prayers today as each of you get out and there and face your giants.