Rhyfelwr
Aug 29th 2008, 11:22 PM
Last night I remember making a post somewhere here in which I mentioned my frustration at living in a society where sins such as homosexuality are so tolerated and even promoted, while being a Christian makes you an idiot.
And so when I prayed last night I asked God to fill my heart with all the wisdom and goodness of Jesus, and to help me to reach out to sinners and forgive them rather than hope to rid the world of them - it was after I read here somewhere about Jesus dining with sinners. And I really physically felt my heart fill with some kind of energy, like something I have never felt before. And I actually was crying, which is something I tend to not do, as I'm a pretty stoic guy. My heart felt so light afterward, its as if a weight was lifted from off it. I tend to worry about just about anything I can think of and get myself pretty worked up, I felt so much better after my heart had been feeling pretty tight for years. I know Jesus is in my heart and that he purges sin from me. Its like when people say they have a weight lifted from off their shoulders, I feel like that is the case with my heart.
Now that I feel I have really been doing my best to avoid sin for a while now, I can really feel God is coming closer to me, and I am as assured as I was when I first turned to him. Now I really try to live as God would want me to my faith is growing stronger and stronger every day!
So, Praise God! :pp
And so when I prayed last night I asked God to fill my heart with all the wisdom and goodness of Jesus, and to help me to reach out to sinners and forgive them rather than hope to rid the world of them - it was after I read here somewhere about Jesus dining with sinners. And I really physically felt my heart fill with some kind of energy, like something I have never felt before. And I actually was crying, which is something I tend to not do, as I'm a pretty stoic guy. My heart felt so light afterward, its as if a weight was lifted from off it. I tend to worry about just about anything I can think of and get myself pretty worked up, I felt so much better after my heart had been feeling pretty tight for years. I know Jesus is in my heart and that he purges sin from me. Its like when people say they have a weight lifted from off their shoulders, I feel like that is the case with my heart.
Now that I feel I have really been doing my best to avoid sin for a while now, I can really feel God is coming closer to me, and I am as assured as I was when I first turned to him. Now I really try to live as God would want me to my faith is growing stronger and stronger every day!
So, Praise God! :pp
