SeekingHisWill
Sep 8th 2008, 09:11 PM
Hi there! For some time now I am sure God has been calling me to a purpose that I didn't want to accept. While I've prayed and prayed and prayed that God change or advise me regarding my circumstances... I'm pretty sure he continues to direct me to my character that needs changing or growing. I've known it for a while but didn't want to accept it. I'd much rather he'd said "travel 10,000 miles, climb large mountains and swim the span of the sea..." it seems much easier than what I know he's asking me to do.
I have to focus inward. I have to learn to be a more patient, kind, loving and supportive person. I need to let go of my selfish ways and my "what's in it for me attitude". He's asking me to focus on those around me and not on myself and it's a scary task. Not looking out for #1 but fully trusting HE will look out for me when I am looking out for others. The idea is appealing - who wouldn't want to be selfless and more concerned with bringing out the good in others, supporting those in your life that deserve support and loving your close loved ones unconditionally. But while it's appealing it's not the easiest thing to do (atleast for someone who isn't use to doing it).
I ask for your prayers for me. I'm hoping to work on a change of character and stop focusing on my circumstances!
Thank you all! Prayers for CMB members in return!
I have to focus inward. I have to learn to be a more patient, kind, loving and supportive person. I need to let go of my selfish ways and my "what's in it for me attitude". He's asking me to focus on those around me and not on myself and it's a scary task. Not looking out for #1 but fully trusting HE will look out for me when I am looking out for others. The idea is appealing - who wouldn't want to be selfless and more concerned with bringing out the good in others, supporting those in your life that deserve support and loving your close loved ones unconditionally. But while it's appealing it's not the easiest thing to do (atleast for someone who isn't use to doing it).
I ask for your prayers for me. I'm hoping to work on a change of character and stop focusing on my circumstances!
Thank you all! Prayers for CMB members in return!
