Asjer
Mar 16th 2009, 01:49 PM
Hi brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus- May my testimony be a witness to God's truth and His powerfull works that took place in my own life.. I want to thank God for giving me this new life, made up of blessings and Divine Guidance and so much more. I want to thank God for all those brothers and sisters out there who share the same desires and thoughts as I do, for we are all ONE in unification with God through Christ- May the prayer of the righteous one prove to be powerful untill eternity, and i Pray that the brothers and sisters remain in truth, and may they extend every ray of their light among those who are still searching for it-
My testimony is very long, so i ask God now to help me to tell only the things that will prove to be usefull for these end times
I had grown up in South america with the bible my whole life, my mother was going to a christian church known for using doctrines when teaching bible truths..
i used to receive bible studies from these people whom i also would like to refer to now as my brothers and sisters, but unable to because they, just like any other religion, believe that they are the only way to God, and that only their kind could be referred to as brothers and sisters of themselves
from these bible studies i learnt for example bible stories and main bible principles which were very useful to me,
after moving from one country to another more than 4 times till about 13 years of age my family and i ended up in europe where my father was living- all my life i was able to adapt to the environment that i was placed into, and i was determined to keep this up- even in Holland.
My father turned out to be a very abusive[in every way] alcoholic man, my mum turned out to be pregnant in a situation not fitting for a little child to live in. She especially suffered a lot during these periods of time. My lil brother was born on a deathbed, his heart and lungs werent functioning on its own- We felt hopeless and turned to other idol gods for help, idols my father worshipped. In these times we didnt have any contact with the bible because my father took it away from us and banned us from ever touching it, he didnt do this in a literal way, but in a way that if we were ever to do that, we would be taunted by him it for the rest of our lives- i also not truly knowing the Word Of God turned to other Gods- But now I know my Father, and i know he will not let me be tempted beyond what i can bear, and he will also make a way out- 1cor 20:13- And exactly this God did, He saved my little brother-whom the docters had called a "miracle baby" even though we had chosen to neglect God and His power, He then made known his righteousness and mercifullness, to this day gratefulness fills my heart when I approach YHWH the almighty- he then gave my mother the courage to pick up her stuff and go from where we were at, and led her to a place where she could have peace and experience it with other mothers in her situation- and then he blessed us with a place of our own- in that time i didnt see these things as blessings but i saw them as a compensation of the hard times or something like that, i didnt see God in my life period- i was held captive by much sin if i may say so- i had become every bad thing which i had not been my whole life, i started to curse-drink-smoke--disobey-lie-steal-my life had no purpose and was streaming full of bad habits, or only bad purposes..
then there came my boyfriend,born in israel-Jew- whom i had got to know in distressed times, and we ended up being very good friends, and then ended up in a relationship- he was experiencing difficult times as well and also never knew the truth- so God sent him back to israel to reach his roots- these times were also very hard for me because i didnt see it this way, but i felt alone and scared- God had miraculously healed and saved him from starvation many times when he was there the last time- he testified a lot of things- in the time he was gone i felt lonely and started doing things that were even worse than my previous situation with a fellowcompanion of mine in those times- whom had a lot of influences on me and i on her- in this time i had contact with him and heard of the wonderful things God was doing, i saughtGod again and started going to that church of my earlier years enough times to get myself brainwashed- when he returned he almost left me because of my bad behaviour and i realised i have to drop everything or sooner or later ill lose the persons whom i love the most- so i dropped all of my friends and everything that was possible just for the one who i loved that had been blessed by God.. So i was yet brainwashed and as a result of this he and i tought so different about almost everything having to do with God- then God sent a friend of his, a fellow worker of God, to Holland, and this man was travelling all over the world, is now in ethiopie building a school for children over there- with only God's power, this man had literally left every single thing behind belonging to him after God had saved him from a near death experience, resulting also from his bad realtions and wrongdoings of the past.. This man showed me the power of God, the power of His holy spirit- everytime we were together the three of us- i would feel the spirit of God working in my mind- this resulted in me readign the bible even though not understanding it- i read it and kept reading it untill insight was given to me from God, the moment God took me into his family was the moment He made me see that My Father was with me all along, and He was my true Father whom was trying to find me all along, and whom loves me so dearly.. The moment God took me as His child I felt this love so immense in myheart for The Father- The Love Of God had started a building process in my heart, replacing my heart with a new one- and overturning my reasonings and leading me to the truth.. God then started teaching me with His own words after i had miraculously lost all of my bad habits, Never will i fall back into the times when i was relying on someone elses interpretation of the bible to teach me. But this time the almighty Himslef is teaching me, And this is the disciple making work God thaught, not worthless rituals of bible studies etc, but one life-changing experience of God, One manifestation of God's love in your heart, One wonderful work expressin Him, ofcourse not all will believe at once, but if you hear God knocking on your door, and you actually get up and open the door knob {faith} God and His Son himself will come in and have an evening meal with you, and His Holy spirit will start to work, and you will be reborn in what is just the beginning of God's wonderfull Kingdom..
God already had plans in store for me from the moment i set foot in this earth, and this i know now with the most precious wisdom that i am blessed to know about. I prefer to call all those in union with Christ my Brothers and sisters, because i know for sure Godīs Holy Spirit has no boundary, and if there is one thing iīve learnt for sure is that no religion on earth is worthy of Godīs approval, because when you look closely, they all seek to find their own interests.. But the one approved by God is not the one seeking His own glory but the one seeking Godīs glory, says the bible.. So if someone is searching for God, it is best for this person to receive guidance from Godīs own Word, For Jesus himself said there will be MANY that will come in My name, and they will mislead many further away from God- Dont allow yourself to be a victim of man's glory, but seek God's glory that is your own.. And you will find the Love that the disciples and Jesus spoke about so confidently.. this love that releases you from all burdens of today, this love that magnifies the glory of God, this love that is the soul purpose of all your doings, this love that changes you in completeness, love that requires patience, the love that is spoken of in 1corint 13: 4-8.
Take care N God bless !
My testimony is very long, so i ask God now to help me to tell only the things that will prove to be usefull for these end times
I had grown up in South america with the bible my whole life, my mother was going to a christian church known for using doctrines when teaching bible truths..
i used to receive bible studies from these people whom i also would like to refer to now as my brothers and sisters, but unable to because they, just like any other religion, believe that they are the only way to God, and that only their kind could be referred to as brothers and sisters of themselves
from these bible studies i learnt for example bible stories and main bible principles which were very useful to me,
after moving from one country to another more than 4 times till about 13 years of age my family and i ended up in europe where my father was living- all my life i was able to adapt to the environment that i was placed into, and i was determined to keep this up- even in Holland.
My father turned out to be a very abusive[in every way] alcoholic man, my mum turned out to be pregnant in a situation not fitting for a little child to live in. She especially suffered a lot during these periods of time. My lil brother was born on a deathbed, his heart and lungs werent functioning on its own- We felt hopeless and turned to other idol gods for help, idols my father worshipped. In these times we didnt have any contact with the bible because my father took it away from us and banned us from ever touching it, he didnt do this in a literal way, but in a way that if we were ever to do that, we would be taunted by him it for the rest of our lives- i also not truly knowing the Word Of God turned to other Gods- But now I know my Father, and i know he will not let me be tempted beyond what i can bear, and he will also make a way out- 1cor 20:13- And exactly this God did, He saved my little brother-whom the docters had called a "miracle baby" even though we had chosen to neglect God and His power, He then made known his righteousness and mercifullness, to this day gratefulness fills my heart when I approach YHWH the almighty- he then gave my mother the courage to pick up her stuff and go from where we were at, and led her to a place where she could have peace and experience it with other mothers in her situation- and then he blessed us with a place of our own- in that time i didnt see these things as blessings but i saw them as a compensation of the hard times or something like that, i didnt see God in my life period- i was held captive by much sin if i may say so- i had become every bad thing which i had not been my whole life, i started to curse-drink-smoke--disobey-lie-steal-my life had no purpose and was streaming full of bad habits, or only bad purposes..
then there came my boyfriend,born in israel-Jew- whom i had got to know in distressed times, and we ended up being very good friends, and then ended up in a relationship- he was experiencing difficult times as well and also never knew the truth- so God sent him back to israel to reach his roots- these times were also very hard for me because i didnt see it this way, but i felt alone and scared- God had miraculously healed and saved him from starvation many times when he was there the last time- he testified a lot of things- in the time he was gone i felt lonely and started doing things that were even worse than my previous situation with a fellowcompanion of mine in those times- whom had a lot of influences on me and i on her- in this time i had contact with him and heard of the wonderful things God was doing, i saughtGod again and started going to that church of my earlier years enough times to get myself brainwashed- when he returned he almost left me because of my bad behaviour and i realised i have to drop everything or sooner or later ill lose the persons whom i love the most- so i dropped all of my friends and everything that was possible just for the one who i loved that had been blessed by God.. So i was yet brainwashed and as a result of this he and i tought so different about almost everything having to do with God- then God sent a friend of his, a fellow worker of God, to Holland, and this man was travelling all over the world, is now in ethiopie building a school for children over there- with only God's power, this man had literally left every single thing behind belonging to him after God had saved him from a near death experience, resulting also from his bad realtions and wrongdoings of the past.. This man showed me the power of God, the power of His holy spirit- everytime we were together the three of us- i would feel the spirit of God working in my mind- this resulted in me readign the bible even though not understanding it- i read it and kept reading it untill insight was given to me from God, the moment God took me into his family was the moment He made me see that My Father was with me all along, and He was my true Father whom was trying to find me all along, and whom loves me so dearly.. The moment God took me as His child I felt this love so immense in myheart for The Father- The Love Of God had started a building process in my heart, replacing my heart with a new one- and overturning my reasonings and leading me to the truth.. God then started teaching me with His own words after i had miraculously lost all of my bad habits, Never will i fall back into the times when i was relying on someone elses interpretation of the bible to teach me. But this time the almighty Himslef is teaching me, And this is the disciple making work God thaught, not worthless rituals of bible studies etc, but one life-changing experience of God, One manifestation of God's love in your heart, One wonderful work expressin Him, ofcourse not all will believe at once, but if you hear God knocking on your door, and you actually get up and open the door knob {faith} God and His Son himself will come in and have an evening meal with you, and His Holy spirit will start to work, and you will be reborn in what is just the beginning of God's wonderfull Kingdom..
God already had plans in store for me from the moment i set foot in this earth, and this i know now with the most precious wisdom that i am blessed to know about. I prefer to call all those in union with Christ my Brothers and sisters, because i know for sure Godīs Holy Spirit has no boundary, and if there is one thing iīve learnt for sure is that no religion on earth is worthy of Godīs approval, because when you look closely, they all seek to find their own interests.. But the one approved by God is not the one seeking His own glory but the one seeking Godīs glory, says the bible.. So if someone is searching for God, it is best for this person to receive guidance from Godīs own Word, For Jesus himself said there will be MANY that will come in My name, and they will mislead many further away from God- Dont allow yourself to be a victim of man's glory, but seek God's glory that is your own.. And you will find the Love that the disciples and Jesus spoke about so confidently.. this love that releases you from all burdens of today, this love that magnifies the glory of God, this love that is the soul purpose of all your doings, this love that changes you in completeness, love that requires patience, the love that is spoken of in 1corint 13: 4-8.
Take care N God bless !