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DanielTheri47
Apr 24th 2009, 01:42 AM
Hi all. My name is Daniel and I am 15 years old and I have a passionate love for God. But lately, and for the last 2 or 3 years of my life, I feel as though the enemy is trying to rob my destiny and is succeeding. I still go to church and worship God inside and out of it and try my best to live every day for him, but I've been struggling with a fetish for as long as I can remember. A foot fetish/tickling fetish. If you've never heard of this before well then this a good guideline in case you may come to another christian in the future with the same problem. When I was a small child I use to have dreams of being put in bondage, and tickled without mercy by a morbedly obese woman. As funny as it may sound, these dreams haunted me for years, for more than 4 or 5 times a week (sometimes every night) and somehow from this I think i developed a fetish. I find it attractive to tickle woman's feet which may sound very weird, but if you were in my shoes you would understand quite well. I didn't develop the sexual attraction until about 3 or 4 years ago, but I can remember even as far back as 5 years old, I would be attracted to tickling feet. I openly confess that what I'm doing is a sin and I know it is wrong in the eyes of God, and I need a breakthrough from the Holy Spirit or else I know that this sexual attraction will control the way my destiny turns. Please pray for me and post back. I would be so grateful if you knew anyone else who battles with this issue. It's not just the tickling, its also a foot fetish so anyone with that would be fine to talk to as well. I just would love the satisfaction to know that i am not the only christian who struggles with this issue. I need help breaking the chains, God bless you all and I encourage all you others with addictions to keep pressing through as I am trying so desperately hard to do.
paradiseinn
Apr 24th 2009, 03:35 AM
Hi all. My name is Daniel and I am 15 years old and I have a passionate love for God. But lately, and for the last 2 or 3 years of my life, I feel as though the enemy is trying to rob my destiny and is succeeding. I still go to church and worship God inside and out of it and try my best to live every day for him, but I've been struggling with a fetish for as long as I can remember. A foot fetish/tickling fetish. If you've never heard of this before well then this a good guideline in case you may come to another christian in the future with the same problem. When I was a small child I use to have dreams of being put in bondage, and tickled without mercy by a morbedly obese woman. As funny as it may sound, these dreams haunted me for years, for more than 4 or 5 times a week (sometimes every night) and somehow from this I think i developed a fetish. I find it attractive to tickle woman's feet which may sound very weird, but if you were in my shoes you would understand quite well. I didn't develop the sexual attraction until about 3 or 4 years ago, but I can remember even as far back as 5 years old, I would be attracted to tickling feet. I openly confess that what I'm doing is a sin and I know it is wrong in the eyes of God, and I need a breakthrough from the Holy Spirit or else I know that this sexual attraction will control the way my destiny turns. Please pray for me and post back. I would be so grateful if you knew anyone else who battles with this issue. It's not just the tickling, its also a foot fetish so anyone with that would be fine to talk to as well. I just would love the satisfaction to know that i am not the only christian who struggles with this issue. I need help breaking the chains, God bless you all and I encourage all you others with addictions to keep pressing through as I am trying so desperately hard to do.
Hello Daniel,
Don't worry kid, there is nothing wrong with having that fetish. Alot of us guys have lust that is sinful. But God is not going to be unhappy that you find Women's feet attractive. What would be wrong is if you did anything sexual before marriage. Since you find feet attractive, just think of it as a bonus! Just wait for marriage.
Brian
P.s. You are not weird
song of songs 7:1 " how beautiful your sandaled feet, o prince's daughter!"
bagofseed
Apr 24th 2009, 04:12 AM
Hi all. My name is Daniel and I am 15 years old and I have a passionate love for God. But lately, and for the last 2 or 3 years of my life, I feel as though the enemy is trying to rob my destiny and is succeeding. I still go to church and worship God inside and out of it and try my best to live every day for him, but I've been struggling with a fetish for as long as I can remember. A foot fetish/tickling fetish. If you've never heard of this before well then this a good guideline in case you may come to another christian in the future with the same problem. When I was a small child I use to have dreams of being put in bondage, and tickled without mercy by a morbedly obese woman. As funny as it may sound, these dreams haunted me for years, for more than 4 or 5 times a week (sometimes every night) and somehow from this I think i developed a fetish. I find it attractive to tickle woman's feet which may sound very weird, but if you were in my shoes you would understand quite well. I didn't develop the sexual attraction until about 3 or 4 years ago, but I can remember even as far back as 5 years old, I would be attracted to tickling feet. I openly confess that what I'm doing is a sin and I know it is wrong in the eyes of God, and I need a breakthrough from the Holy Spirit or else I know that this sexual attraction will control the way my destiny turns. Please pray for me and post back. I would be so grateful if you knew anyone else who battles with this issue. It's not just the tickling, its also a foot fetish so anyone with that would be fine to talk to as well. I just would love the satisfaction to know that i am not the only christian who struggles with this issue. I need help breaking the chains, God bless you all and I encourage all you others with addictions to keep pressing through as I am trying so desperately hard to do.
Little brother, our freedom is always in the truth.
Ask God to show you the heart behind this so you might bring it before Him and be cleansed, changed, transformed.
We all are ensalved to various lusts, but Jesus came to take away sin.
Always look to the motive of your heart when you are confessing sin, that is where sin lives, not in your eye, or your right hand.
sin is a matter of the heart, and God's goal is to expose it to us so we can offer it up to Him for removal.
God Keeps You
Followtheway
Apr 25th 2009, 12:14 AM
Why dont you take this energy and put it towards something? Some ideas are working at a spa doing feet, become a foot surgeon.
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