Welcome to the forum, Michael. Your post in Introductions was first moved to prayer requests..but I have now moved it to Comfort and Encouragement whether others can not only pray for you but give you additional encouragement as well.
This morning this scripture really spoke to me about trusting God; so I am sharing it with you.
"Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.: Psalm 20:7..
If you want counsel regarding the marriage situation and want to share more about that..please consider starting a thread in Counseling Requests..just scroll down a ways from this one. Others will be able to give advice to you there.
"The flowers appear on the earth,
the time of singing has come,
and the voice of the turtledove
is heard in our land ." SofS 2:12 (RSV)