I havnt been on in a while due to the fact ive been struggling alot lately, people telling me im not saved etc, but 2day i came back on and when i was reading a thread i for the first time felt proud and happy to be a christian. Ive never actually felt "sure" about religion, always really thinking that it was too farfecthed and wondering why i never "felt" Gods love. But 2day (on my Birthday no less ) I felt him, ive been rather depressed lately and i felt rather angry towards other people saying things i probably shouldnt have said but suddenly i felt happy and emotional and i dont know how to put the other sensations .
Looks like ill finely have a proper relationship with God . Also Looks like i wont be a jerk anymore .
God bless you all