My husband is within a week of deploying.
Even though we had our one great weekend together, we have not talked since outside of about 3 random text messages. I do not know if it is the devil, his upcoming deployment, or a mix of the two that is keeping him away.
Today my heart breaks, because I don't even get to say goodbye to him before he leaves.
Please pray for his safety, and that God will continue to break down his walls. And pray for me, that God will give me clarity on why I wasn't allowed to say goodbye to him, and for my strength.