I just want to make a statament here and get some input on it...Something I've been thinking about for a while.

I really hope that my arrival in heaven is through death rather than the rapture, because if I am raptured at the same time with many millions of Christians, how in the world will I get any one-on-one fellowship with Jesus Christ?!

This is one thing that sort of depresses me about the rapture. I think of all those people entering heaven at the same time...You know that everyone will want to see Jesus and talk with Him, so then, how am I supposed to get all of the alone time with Him that I desire?

Will Jesus be conversing one-on-one with everyone at once? That doesn't seem logical. So, then, the beautiful time of one-on-one fellowship that I enjoy with Him now -- will there be any chance of that in heaven?