I feel so left out and out of place at my church. I want to leave so badly, but have continued to press on thinking I'm doing the right thing. I don't want to leave for the wrong reasons. But I'm just so tired of being ignored and left out of events and get togethers. Tuesday night our secretary, someone I used to be close to, got together a group of people to go to a revival in the neighboring town. They took several vehicles so I would have been able to ride with someone. Everyone was talking about how wonderful and blessed it was at church tonight. I would have loved to have went to this, but I didn't even know anything about it. I know the secretary knows that I would have been interested in going as well. There are numerous times when people get together at church through out the day. Again that is something that I'd enjoy doing. It'd beat sitting here at my apartment all day every day by myself. People in my church know that I get lonely being here by myself, but they don't include me in any of there plans or come by and visit me. I've been there a year now. I just don't know when I'm going to feel like I belong or fit in at this church.