Hello everyone, i'm in a bit of a predicament here. It's a long story so i'm going to try and simplify it as much as possible. So, to start off, i must say that i have been a dreamer my whole life and i always believed that true love was possible eventhough i had experienced and witnessed alot that supported the contrary. Along the way i was introduced to Jesus and i found it, the pinnacle example of true love. Through my efforts of trying to imitate Jesus i struggled with the doubt and unbelief of God's unconditional love because instead of hearing a loving God i heard my judgemental father. So in my unbelief i became scared, confused, and paralyzed and seeing me in my weakness someone i care about who is a non-believer told me that she thought that people who believed in god were just people who wanted to run away from their problems. Now when i was younger i always would pray and ask god to help me never let the love of my life pass by. So when i met and worked with this girl working at yale she was moving away to go to college and when i was walking with her to say goodbye i heard a voice say don't let the love of your life pass by. I thought that possibly it could of just been me in my head but it was also so distinct and unexpected. So what happened was that she ended up coming back to yale which is when she saw me at my weakest struggling to believe which is when she said that to me. So its been 2 years since and i have grown and God has most certainly helped me. So about a week ago i had a dream about this girl out of the blue. I sent her a facebook friend request and she accepted which is when i found she was going into surgery the next day, that can't be a coincidence right. So i sent her this thing that ive been writing which shares why i believe what i believe. Should i share everything i have to say or wait for her to reply.