This week has been just horrible every night for me because I am struggling so much to sleep. I fall asleep for a second only to wake myself up because I am breathing so deeply through my nose which makes weird noises. I tried everything last night to clear my plugged up nose...took allergy medication, did nasal rinses and nasal sprays...nothing is helping. Once I get woke up a few times then I struggle to even go back to sleep at all! Its like then I am wide awake. Plus it was almost like when you have too much caffeine and are tired but can't sleep because the caffeine is keeping you awake. I didn't have anymore caffeine then usual but will cut down more today...though that is what is getting me through the days so I can function... I cut out my day time allergy medication in case that was part of the problem too. Didn't help.

Plus my blood sugar has been really bad for a few days too and I have no idea why. It keeps going too low so I have to eat sometime to get it up. Had to eat twice during the night then when the alarm finally went off it was really, really low as if I hadn't eaten all night...

I don't know what is going on...its these things and a few others that are just making me totally miserable...the worse is simply not getting enough sleep. Its got where I started having anxiety over falling asleep because as soon as I did I would wake myself up....over and over and over again. Its a terrible torment. Its just crazy! I don't know what is going on. I have been praying and praying the Lord helps me get the rest I need and each night its worse. I didn't really sleep until three in the morning, then still woke up every hour or so. Tried to sleep this morning after I got Nate to school...(I felt just sick from lack of sleep)..and it went just like it did last night. Then only after two hours I needed to eat something...again... Something is really messing with me anyway... I am not physically sick..but will be if I get too run down..usually I have more problems with my blood sugar when I am physically sick...but I am not.

So I need some heavy duty prayers please ...last night I tell you I felt like I was losing my mind being SO horribly tired yet not able to sleep! Its just awful....

Thanks

God bless