When I began posting on here about a week ago I was suffering horribly with depression. Last Wednesday, I was going to either go to the hospital or to Church. I went to Church. I stayed after for individual prayer. The woman and man (who was a Pastor and I didn't know) prayed and gave me great advise. Some advise would probably be frowned upon. See, since this depression about 6 months ago, I've been on about 15 anti-depressants and my body rejected them all, I became very very ill from them. She told me I don't need meds, I need God. Now, I am not saying that this is the case for depression. I know it is a real illness, but the Holy Spirit told her that I can be healed through what she had to tell me. I was at the end of my rope that night. They told me to surround myself with uplifting Christian music and get into the Bible at least 15 minutes a day to plant a seed. The next day I received something that was the biggest wake up call. It was a flyer from a ministry. It stated that satan uses people and circumstances to enter our life and steal our joy. I realized that I have been allowing him to do this and I made him leave. I am on day 2 of not feeling depressed. Praise God!!! It feels wonderful. Circumstances are the same, the same negative things are still in my life but I am handling it and thinking about it differently. Now I will not forget how I became better. I was through God and through me throwing satan out of my thoughts. It was completely a miracle.