Hello DarkCrystalShard. I'm not sure what to say.
Originally Posted by DarkCrystalShard
I can say that I have felt similarly to the way you described after doing cocaine. Almost exactly. I didn't think much about sin either in that condition, it actually enhanced my sinful activity without any feeling of guilt but rather of almost enlightenment.
But such is the case for chemically induced states. Are you describing a chemically induced state, either pharmaceutical or natural?
I hope not, but I mention it becuse I have been there, done that.
It is a good thing to realize that there is a spiritual. I'm not altogether sure how you reconcile that with the views you have stated in the thread. I think you could work on invalidating your current beliefs a bit if you truly believe there is a spiritual element to your being. Or perhaps you can take time here after some reflection and post "what DarkCrystalShard believes". And then contemplate "what DarkCrystalShard is truly seeking". Let's see where you are in the process.
I Samuel 3:10 And the LORD came, and stood, and called as at other times, Samuel, Samuel. Then Samuel answered, Speak; for thy servant heareth.