ON post # 2 I said: << I called my atheist friend right away and I told him what had just happened with unbelievable excitement in my words. I asked him: Do you remember what I asked you four days ago, about the tree? He said: Yeees? And I responded with: “It happened here!” I told him every single detail (many things not included in this post). >>
I will share something not included in that post that is worth gold. After I screamed "AWESOME!" I went inside the house and a spirit of unbelief came over me. I convinced myself (after yelling AWESOME!) that the tree got hit with lighting by coincidence, that it was not God. I said to myself after I entered the house:
"That could not have been God. God does not talk to people like me. I watched a pornographic film two weeks ago. I am a sinner, one of the worst ones in church. I am not Isaiah or Jeremiah. This honor of God revealing himself like this is not for people like me. I do not deserve this."
When I said that last part to myself. God showed up again. He said to me right then, "You are right, you do not deserve this. That is why it is called GRACE." When I heard that word GRACE... It felt like there was a swimming pool of love hovering over me and the Lord just opened up the floor and let that love fall on me. I lost it. I started crying like a baby and like a crazy person, I bowed my head, I was vertical from the feet to my waist, but I was horizontal from my waist to my head, both my hands where stretch and up and while crying like a baby, I started yelling while crying in that position and walking back and forth, yelling: "YOU ARE TO MUCH LORD, YOU ARE TOO MUCH, YOU ARE TOO MUCH LORD, YOU ARE TOO MUCH!!!". I kept crying and yelling that again and again for about 4 minutes.
Then, after I regained my composture, I got on the phone to call my atheist friend. He was the first person I baptized in water.