I am utterly convinced I need a Savior. I know I fall short of the standard of the law. I know I deserve to go to hell. But there is one area that I never fumble, I have never been weak in that area (since I got filled with his Spirit) and the list of things posted in this thread are a large part of the reasons for it (my faith is grounded on the power of God).
1 Cor 2:5 That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
I do not find myself questioning the existence of God or doubting that the Bible is the word of God, faith is my stronghold. And as long as I continue studying the Bible I believe it will remain strong. However, there was one day, one minute of my life (after I got filled with the Holy Spirit) that my faith disappeared completely and I mean completely. It was during a Bible study in the house of a friend. As our pastor was teaching, all of a sudden, my Christian Faith was no more, zero, nada, gone. I was extremely surprised. How can that be? I said to myself. I wanted it back, I tried to get it back, I said to myself, think of the miracles you have seen, get it back! I grew desperate because it was such a weird feeling finding myself in an universe without God, what a strange place to be. No one in the room could tell what I was going through because I was not saying anything or making any faces. But right there and then, the Pastor interrupted his teaching to say: “There is a spirit of unbelief in this room. And in the name of Jesus I command you to leave.” And BANG! My faith came back… immediately. Later I told my pastor what was going on with me to encourage him and let him know that he was right on target. And he said to me with a tone of surprise: “I thought the attack was on me, I was speaking of me.” We were both under attack, the only thing is that he was matured enough to see what was going on and fought back with his mind and the truth, while I was drowing in my feelings. Thank you Jesus.
Shalom




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