I was searching the internet for answers on how deal with a serious situation in my life-and trying to find scriptures that God wants me to know and apply. That is when I came across this forum. I will list all of the many blessing that God has bestowed on me and my family in the days and weeks to come as they are so numerous that it would take some time.
Most recently however, God has been showing me how to let go and allow him to do what is required. I have a propensity to try and fix things and make things better, and He is trying to show me that ONLY he can fix this issue and that no matter what I do, think or try, I will not be successful. This is hard thing for me to do but I know that it is the most logical and sound thing for me to do. It has been difficult but He has assisted me at getting better doingit. I was also a little angry with God because I felt that as a good christian, someone who endeavoured at being nice, doing good deeds etc, I had a right to be protected from bad things- this past few days have shown me how wrong I was. I don't deserve anything from GOD, I did not earn anything , I do nothing for him, I am nothing and that anything that GOD has done for me is from his Grace, not my actions. He loves me despite my shortcomings and because of them possibly. He wants me to allow him to show his grace and mercy to me and more importantly , to others. He loves me and I feel so humbled and overjoyed by the fact that HE loves ME
Sorry for the ramble - but did you know, GOD loves ME