I've heard this question before... but, it never truly bothered me like it did today.
"Would my life look any different, if I suddenly stopped believing in God?"
Is there so many other things going on in my life right now to where I have no need to use my faith, or to trust in God. Meaning... When I go to work, I know that I'll have a house to go home to. I know that I'll have a refrigerator that's full, and if it isn't I go straight to the grocery store, use the money that I have, and buy some more food. If something unexpected happens to I run to my savings account or do I run to God? It truly affected me... I'm sorry if I sound stupid. But what I want the outside to see is someone who is so wrapped up in Jesus Christ, someone who is a servant for her King, not falling into the "securities" of this world, and being reliant on Him, and only Him. Is my life so structured that I never have to rely on faith?
Maybe it bothered me so much because I am guilty of this. Why do I want fleeting comforts here on earth when I could be denying them and focusing on things that are above. Waiting for the return of the Lord Jesus Christ and spending eternity with Him .
What do you feel when you ask yourself that same question?