Each day in the morning, I pray to God for all that He has for me and the Lords prayer:
" For thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. "
& that was the way that I start my day every single day.
But however, recently, I backslided from God, I backslided and I just lost it all and I kinda lost my faith and all that I have in Him. And I really want it back desperately. I want God to come back into my life. I know everyone always said to pray with faith and to believe in the things that are yet to come. & at times whenever I pray, I don't really know what does it mean to pray WITH FAITH AND BY FAITH. Isit just having to keep on focusing on God and stuffs?
I mean, I would say prayers and I'm just wondering, is there ever any one of you out there that felt like at times when you're praying, you're praying like you're just saying things from your mind and not your heart? I mean, does it make a difference? I could say the same prayer and the same words and at times I just don't know - like how am I supposed to know if I'm living by faith and my words are from my heart instead of them just coming out of my mind and my thoughts? I really don't know, and I'm really lost in this situation.
All that I want, is to have that childlike faith again, I really yearn for it. & all that I would like to ask for, is a peace of mind, a clean mind, a pure heart, and a heart to want to serve God and to obey Him in all that I do. I want to make things right again and I want to start off my life once again with God in my life.
I know you guys here on this forum are great and thanks be to God that He has worked in every single one of you out here. & thank God that I've found this forum right here and I'm able to know you guys! Well I'd like to ask if you guys could write me some verses and guide me through my life and all that I pray, is for my salvation and for a renewal of mind, heart, and soul.
Thankyou fellow brothers and sisters in Christ.
God bless you,