Hello . I am the kind of guy that has to experience some things before I believe them to be true .Now i don't believe it Ghosts because God clearly states what happens to us when we pass .
So I can assume this house i moved into had a demon in the basement . This Spirit made itself known to me 3 1/2 years ago .
I quickly became a disabled person , Spinal injuries , car accidents and such . I graduated to taking 215 mg Morphine daily and it does not help as much as it should . Two years ago i moved back home from the west coast to be closer to family . I started having Paranormal experiences in this home including being paralyzed by this Spirit . It always comes as a vibration , starts touching me , causing me physical pain . I would describe myself back then as a luke warm Christian . I believe in God's Promise's and what Jesus did for us on the cross . Now I am terminally sick from the Blood transfusions I received after a car accident in 1982 i have Hep C End Stage and i decided that i should do what ever God requires of me so i can go to paradise and thats when the attacks started happening on a daily basis . I sinned against God all my life even after i was baptized in 1987 . so now i imagine that since God is in Control of everything then he is allowing this to happen to me . This full time Oppression started 17 months ago . I have been to Counseling at the Baptist Church /School . I have turned from my sins and repented , Confessed everything i can think of and at the beginning of this and its not usually like me to be this way but i had anger , unforgiveness and yes even malice in my heart because i was robbed of something valuable enough that i could never replace it . That must of been the last straw that broke the camels back so to speak . so now my question is what exactly do i need to do to make this stop ? I have been through almost every emotion and now i just grow angry and cuss at this spirit . The pain it can cause me is great at times and Im so tired of living in pain . The Bible says i should seek after God and the spirit will leave me but i am impatient , i don't want to live the rest of my life in terrible pain .Please advise me . John