Re: I am Physically attacked by a Spirit daily .
Who do you believe more? God? Or some whacko demon with no more power than a mosquito compared to the power of God?
Originally Posted by John Walker
And, what are you afraid of?
And, are you discussing your fears with God?
I think there is a lot more going on with you than anything physical, honestly; demon or no demon.
Do you not believe that God loves you? Do you not believe that Jesus died for you? Do you not believe that He is faithful?
Stuff happens, to believers and unbelievers. We all get sick, we all get pain, we all go through stuff, and we all die. Just the same. People are killed every day around the world for believing in Jesus and for having done nothing wrong. Nowhere does God promise to spare us from trials; He just promises to be with us in and through them and to sustain us.
So ... I think it would be a good idea for you to refocus yourself on God, let whatever else be what it is, and settle things with you and Him.
It's difficult to deal with loss. It's difficult to deal with destruction of dreams and the shattering of something we hoped in. It requires that we grieve and let go and get peace from the Lord about everything that happens to us, because at the end of the day, we are in His hands and need Him desparately.
I'm sorry you're having to deal with all this. But instead of thinking in terms of crime/punishment ... think about the fact that God loves you. Everything He does in our lives is because He loves us. Jesus isn't a cosmic ogre who smacks us around when we get out of line. We are precious to Him. You are precious to Him. So turn to Jesus and receive life, hope and restoration of all that brokenness between you and Him.
Even so, come Lord Jesus!