Day 10 - recount
I am not being impossible; but have chosen on where I want to place my trust. It is not in worldly things, nor in programs or rehabs, but I am trying to place my full trust in God. Went back to aftercare last night, didn’t go well, but have the feeling that if I am not going to do the 90/90 NA meetings I am going to be kicked of that program as well after tonight’s meeting with the psychologist.
God in You I put my trust, what must be must be, but I need Your direction. Please do not place me in any position to choose, but help to steer my where to from here in the right direction. In my life, may Your will be done and not mine.