Re: Daily struggles with sin.
It's not unusual for a lad your age to do these things. Better that, than chasing after ladies and having sex with them and dragging other people into our lusts, I say. But, I do believe there is a way for the Lord to deal with our many lusts and wants and desires, and yes, our hormones also. Opening up and getting honest about it, is a good thing. Because guilt and shame eats us alive if we keep things to ourselves. I don't personally see masturbation (minus porn !!!) as sinful but that's my opinion, and you will find opposing views here of course. But my personal advice to you would be to focus yourself on LOVE which is the opposite of LUST and to let the Lord model to you how you can be a single young man walking in holiness and living a godly life. He has done it; He can show you. So never give up seeking after the Lord, seeking to overcome your baser urges in favor the of godly discipline and self-control that we all need.
Jesus is coming soon. So ... live every moment in preparation of that. Busy yourself with that which you want Him to find you doing when He returns, because that's reality. Occupy until He returns. Live your life out in the open, no guilt, no shame, doing the Lord's work and with the thought in mind "If He returns today is THIS what I want Him to see me doing?" So there you go. Get your thoughts off yourself and on God. Get over yourself and trust God to take care of you, and lay down your life for others, to help those in need of God's love: The poor and needy, the forsaken and the desparate. There's millions of them out there and so you will never run out of things to do for them, I promise you. Find something bigger than you, and go serve the Lord in that.
34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.
Even so, come Lord Jesus!