I found this forum by googling Christian forums, and I am seeking good Christian advice. I am having some problems in my marriage and I want so bad to be a good wife but I am making many mistakes and I need help but do not want to turn to worldly advice, any time I have sought out help everyone even professionals has gold me I need to divorce my husband, and I do not want that. I believe I am where God wants me and I want to make things right so I am desperately seeking Christian fellowship and Godly advice any where I can get it . There is much in the bible that I do not understand. I am hoping to find some straight up good Godly advice here. Some references to good books or scripture to help me through this. I am doing this on my own ad my husband is not looking for solutions, just blaming me and expecting me to fix all my problems on my own. Please direct me to the right area here to be bringing up this issue as I am new and am not familiar as to how this forum works. And please be kind, my emotions are really raw at this point and my self esteem is shot. I just need a little glow from a ember so I can grow and become strong again.