Ive been going through something for a little over 2 years now that I have discussed on here before. Its about the anxiety and uncomfortableness I feel around people including my family. Ive been going to my church for about 4 years now but I feel so anxious that I can't even look at any of the preachers when they are preaching a sermon. I just close my eyes and pray and listen without looking at them. You would think he would be the nervous one having to speak in front of everyone but for some reason I am.
But my real question is how do I know if this is some sort of trial like what Job went through or just a battle from the devil?
I can't seem to understand if God is trying to teach me something through a trial or if this is just an attack of the enemy that I need to overcome. My mind goes back and forth between the two scenarios and Im really confused.