Okay i know that a lot of people will most likely get p.od. at me. I am actually afraid of getting judgmental hateful replies, but I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! Please don't get me wrong I LOVE GOD! But i feel HE doesn't love me back because i'm a woman?! I feel HE thinks I am inferior and repulsive because I'm a woman. I think HE likes to abuse and oppress women?! Especially in the Old Testiment HE used to? My feelings are brought on by these BIBLE VERSES.
1. Genesis 3:16 Your husband will RULE over you.
2. Numbers 5 said that a jealous husband has the right to FORCE his wife to be punished by GOD. GOD will punish the wife for the jealous husband! I think GOD ENJOYED punishing the wife for her jealous husband! If HE didn't that why isn't there anything a jealous wife could do if she though or knew her husband was cheating on her?!
3.GOD considers wives her husbands property. I got that from the 10th commandment. Men didn't get stoned for cheating on his wife with a single woman. Only a married one. Deuteronomy 20:10 Why becuz he touched another mans PRPOERTY (WIFE)?!
4.Women's vows mean NOTHING to GOD! Our fathers or husbands can FORCE us to cancle them! Even if we made them becuz we LOVE GOD and want to be closer to HIM! Numbers 30.
5. If a wife dare defend her husband GOD orders her hand to be CUT OFF! Deuteronomy 25:11-12.
6. GOD said somewhere in Leviticus that women and baby girls are DIRTY! Mom's who had baby girls where filthy longer than when mom's had a baby boy! I have felt so gross becuz of this law! I even came really close to cutting off my breasts and clitoras becuz of it! I though that it would make GOD think I'm cleaner and more approacable!
7. Ephesians 5, Colosions 3, Peter, and Titus demads wives obey their husbands! So we are to be our husbands slaves, puppets, sex objects, and punching bags! We can't divorce husbands who beat and cheat on us! But our husbands can divorce us for anything!
8. Timothy says we can't be pastors. We are NOT good enough.
9. 1 Corinthians 14 says women have to be submissive to other men besides our husbands and to be QUIET in church!
I can't take it anymore! I love GOD! All i want is for HIM to love me back! But i feel that's impossible becuz i'm NOT a man!