I need desperate help
I need desperate help. I've posted a prayer request in the prayer section. However, my problems is very great and I'm very scared. I'm willing to say everything to certain people (s) so that they can tell me whether I've inadvertenly submitted to the devil (while I thought I was submitting to God) or that I'm truly saved, It will be very very very long and its very embarassing and I'm female (nearer to middleage) and there is no way I can put out what I'm going to say in a prayer forum. I do not know whether this forum provides some experienced people who can tell what I'm going through and who that person might be. If this forum do provide such people and if you can tell me the name of the person, I might/will start writing out everything.
I'm very cautious and private by nature, so my willingness to even lay out my whole life to get help just shows how desperate I am. Pls advise.
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
my flesh and heart may fail but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever
Isai 41:13, 2Tim 1:7
in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight
Lord Jesus, help me be one after your own Heart.
Ephesians 6: Armor of God