Strange title, best I could do for now, and I really would like input.
I am reading along last night, then on parts that I just want to go into more depth on, I will go to my commentary (I like Dave Guzik's) but after I had read several chapters, including getting to the part where Joseph finally gets out of prison to interpret the dreams about the famine, I laid there and thought about what I'd read. Last night and this morning earlier, I felt like if I hadn't read the commentary, I would not have realized how horrible, for example, it must have been for Joseph. This is only one example, as I have read page after page of the slaughter of people, rape, guys sending their own daughters out to be raped to sinful crowds of men, and the list of atrocities goes on. But what I'm trying to get to here, is it seems like the bible is just information, without emotion sometimes, is it just me being without emotion?
I feel like everything is just so rushed through, and how all these names of geneologies are listed, but these were people like me, and I feel they didn't count, just names, or numbers, or cattle being pushed through. Like they didn't matter. I know that can't be true of my God that I cry out to, and believe He knows every hair on my head. But the bible is just a summary isn't it, just the main points God wants us to know? Maybe? I mean, here I am, about as soft-hearted as a person can get (I know I am onery too, but I do care about people) and I'm reading this stuff about Joseph, or Tamar, and I'm not crying my eyes out for them. Then I read the commentary and it reminds me what these people were actually suffering.
Ok, here's another example, John the Baptist gets beheaded, it's just so matter of fact, it doesn't tell how he felt, or who mourned him even, am I making sense? For you unemotional types it probably won't make sense, but if the bible is a summary, which I know it must be, I understand. God wanted us to see these events, but the bible isn't meant to be entertainment like a movies The Ten Commandments with Charlton, or The Robe, or The Passion. I am thinking, for me, I need those commentaries to open my eyes to what is "not" written. Not to add to the bible, but to explain it in more depth.
Ok, long-winded enough, lets see what my brothers and sisters in Christ have to say about all this. ysic
PS if anyone remembers my real name, I don't plan on using it anymore, on the forums so if you wouldn't use it either, I appreciate it
you can use it in pm's for sure, God bless each of you today
I am reading along last night, then on parts that I just want to go into more depth on, I will go to my commentary (I like Dave Guzik's) but after I had read several chapters, including getting to the part where Joseph finally gets out of prison to interpret the dreams about the famine, I laid there and thought about what I'd read. Last night and this morning earlier, I felt like if I hadn't read the commentary, I would not have realized how horrible, for example, it must have been for Joseph. This is only one example, as I have read page after page of the slaughter of people, rape, guys sending their own daughters out to be raped to sinful crowds of men, and the list of atrocities goes on. But what I'm trying to get to here, is it seems like the bible is just information, without emotion sometimes, is it just me being without emotion?
I feel like everything is just so rushed through, and how all these names of geneologies are listed, but these were people like me, and I feel they didn't count, just names, or numbers, or cattle being pushed through. Like they didn't matter. I know that can't be true of my God that I cry out to, and believe He knows every hair on my head. But the bible is just a summary isn't it, just the main points God wants us to know? Maybe? I mean, here I am, about as soft-hearted as a person can get (I know I am onery too, but I do care about people) and I'm reading this stuff about Joseph, or Tamar, and I'm not crying my eyes out for them. Then I read the commentary and it reminds me what these people were actually suffering.
Ok, here's another example, John the Baptist gets beheaded, it's just so matter of fact, it doesn't tell how he felt, or who mourned him even, am I making sense? For you unemotional types it probably won't make sense, but if the bible is a summary, which I know it must be, I understand. God wanted us to see these events, but the bible isn't meant to be entertainment like a movies The Ten Commandments with Charlton, or The Robe, or The Passion. I am thinking, for me, I need those commentaries to open my eyes to what is "not" written. Not to add to the bible, but to explain it in more depth.
Ok, long-winded enough, lets see what my brothers and sisters in Christ have to say about all this. ysic
PS if anyone remembers my real name, I don't plan on using it anymore, on the forums so if you wouldn't use it either, I appreciate it


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